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1.
I took a walk around the neighbourhood where first met I can’t remember where I parked my car But it’s alright, i’ll be okay, I won’t get caught up waiting here It’s been so long, and I know you’re gone and I know you’re gone, and I know you’re gone I think there might be something wrong inside my head I can’t remember anything at all Why can't things be like they used to be? Would they be better now or not? God it's been so long and I know you're gone, I know you're gone, I know you're gone I think there might be something wrong inside my head I can’t remember anything at all, but I know you're gone.
2.
I want to be the trees that hang from mountains, I want to be the sea that hugs the land. I want to inspire someone who’s fire died long before mine could meet them. I want someone to confide in, who thinks of me when I’m not around. I want to shine bright like the lightning, I want to be alive inside your head. Don’t run from me, my legs are too weak to keep up, by my side is where you belong, but you told me you were waiting too long to find love. And I understood what that meant, I wish I didn’t, I wish I could have been him. I wanted to be calm enough to notice I want to see the wrinkles in your skin I want to be confident enough to show you what’s within I want to be your sky when it’s cloudless to be the wind blowin’ through your hair I want to lose track of the hours I’ve been so lost wondering where you’ve gone I've been wondering where you've gone, but my legs are too weak to keep up. By my side is where you belong...'
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I never understood the point but it’s never seemed so clear Our love has been destroyed It’s given way to fear I haven’t been outside for almost 20 days & it’s startin’ to feel like a mistake I waited way too long To try to let you know & now I’m startin’ to get a headache But I need to know if you mean it? I’m so gullible I believe it. I never tried to hold your hand I was too afraid to ask I need you to understand The shadow of my past I haven’t been out front in a whole damn month The snow was piling up in my driveway But i’ll dig my feet in I’ll put the keys in and take the 401 highway But I need to know that it's not a joke, and that you're being honest
4.
I stayed up late again last night, and in the morning I’d regret, what I’d typed. I didn’t mean to scare you off, I sent a photo of the blood, that i coughed (up). But man, It hasn’t been that easy, not even for me. I‘ve been faking smiles since the age of seventeen. Seems nothing means a thing, and life is so whatever, I apologize, I’m sorry it can’t be forever. & when all is said and done, i hope that you think that I, was the one. but nothing lasts in love & war, you couldn’t understand that I, needed more. and when I think of the past, I knew that it couldn’t last, I lied through my teeth. and I when I have passed away, all the promises I made, will die with me. with me, with me, with me...

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a reminder to all of those with loving human hearts: it is okay to hurt... i beg you all to please cherish the people closest to you while they're still here... life is fragile... love is the answer... & there is not enough time on this earth to wait...

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released January 11, 2018

music & lyrics by Lyz Langdon...
some lyrics on "i wish i didn't" by Tyler Thompson <3

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fainting Toronto, Ontario

...heartfelt emo music from Onterrible, Canada about love, faithfulness, mistakes & forgiveness...

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